Aquarius North Node, Leo South Node
Your soul yearns to dance to the rhythm of your own drumbeat, for in a former life or earlier in this life you may have lived a life that had little connection to your true Self. You may have had lifetimes when you were on center-stage and had a fair amount of attention.
You may also have grown accustom to feeling "special" but it still may not have been a good fit for your Soul. Now there is a desire to be loved and to share center stage with someone else who can return your passion. There is also a deep desire to be more true to yourself and not to follow the majority rule or herd instinct.
You care deeply about humanity and humanitarian ideas, but you need to risk disapproval from others to develop a more satisfying feeling of self approval. Because you are blessed with such a keen intellect and the ability to see things differently, you have a lot to offer the world.
Aquarius North Node folks who follow their Soul Path are so aware of the importance of equality and fairness, and are usually brave enough to share their ideas with others--they're the ones who write the Letters to the Editor and organize the peace rallies. Non-conformists, romantics, exiles and genius's---your challenge is to inform and balance your keen intellect with the sometimes irrational promptings of your heart. Yet there's always a need for greater objectivity, and a need to leave behind making changes just to exercise authority. As you learn to relate to others apart from their roles, as equals...your desire for friendship will grow. You thrive best when you nurture yourself and others with your warmth and fresh ideas.
It will be important to leave behind any old melodramatic tendencies to insist on doing things your own way, and taking dramatic risks. When you ask God and the Universe for what you want and then let it go, you allow life to bring you exactly what you need with its own perfect timing. Relax feelings that you need to control and be too responsible for everything.
Aquarius NN folks were blessed with the ability to see things that others cannot, and you are challenged to bring in new ideas especially in science and metaphysics. As an intellectual forerunner for the rest of us, we look to you to see where we're going.
As you turn on your path and retrieve the gold in the shadow of Leo you may want to rekindle the warmth and openness of that generous heart of yours, and then to turn that warmth and non-judgmental quality on yourself. Expect the unexpected in life and keep dancing to that distant drumbeat---life will surpriseyou and delight you, when you least expect it.
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